MILITARY MATRIMONY
Marriage of
Convenience
Short
Fiction – A Love Story
By
VIKRAM KARVE
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1. This story is a work of fiction. Events, Places, Settings and
Incidents narrated in the story are a figment of my imagination. The characters
do not exist and are purely imaginary. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead,
is purely coincidental.
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MILITARY MATRIMONY – Fiction Short Story by VIKRAM KARVE
The Lady Army Officer puts on her evening
mess uniform – black trousers, white full sleeved shirt tucked in with the
regimental cummerbund.
She
looks at herself in the full length mirror.
She
starts from her polished black shoes, and moves her eyes up, till her shining
shoulder tabs.
This
is probably the last time she would be wearing the three stars of a Captain.
Tomorrow,
after 6 years of service, she would be promoted to the rank of Major, and would
be wearing the rank badge of the Three Lions National Emblem of a Major.
She
looks at her face in the mirror.
She
likes what she sees.
She
looks smart and tidy, well-groomed, with her hair trimmed neatly – well turned
out – just like an army officer should be.
But
as she looks a bit closer, she feels a tremor of anxiety.
She
sees those first signs of the process of ageing – infinitesimal, almost
indiscernible, but indisputable – two minute furrows on her forehead, a slight
coarsening of the skin below her eyes, a strand of grey hair, just one, a
slight one, but it is there.
Is
time running out for her?
Will
she have to live the rest of her life loveless and lonely?
She
remembers the time she spent at home, with her parents, on her annual leave,
from which she has just returned.
Keen
to get her married, her mother had lined up three suitable boys for her.
Sadly,
nothing had worked out and she had drawn a blank.
Three
boys, three rejections, total disaster.
In
fact, in the first case, the boy hadn’t even seen her.
The
boy’s mother had rejected her outright the moment she came to know that the
girl was in the army.
“I
don’t want a gun-toting daughter-in-law,” the snooty woman said, and then she
admonished the lady army officer’s mother, “you should have written in the
matrimonial advertisement that your daughter was in the army.”
In
the matrimonial ads, and in the marriage bureau forms, the army officer’s
mother had discreetly avoided mentioning that the bride was an Army Officer.
She
just said that her daughter was a Computer Engineer.
Maybe
she did not want to scare away prospective grooms in the first instance.
Once
they liked her daughter, maybe then it was the apt time to tell them that she
was an army officer.
But
even that hadn’t worked.
The
“Techie” Boy from Bangalore had liked her.
“I
am sure you can manage a transfer to Bangalore so we can live together,” he had
asked.
“I
don’t think so,” she had said, “I have just been posted to the North-East and I
will have to serve for at least 2-3 years over there.”
“Then
why don’t you quit the army? I am sure that with your qualifications you’ll get
a good job in Bangalore – maybe I can help out and you can join my company
itself,” he had said.
“I
can’t quit now,” she had said, “I have just finished 6 years and I have to
complete my tenure of 10 years.”
“That’s
4 years more – I can’t wait for 4 years,” he had said.
“Why
wait – we can get married now…” she had said.
“And
live separately for the first 4 years of our marriage?” he had remarked, “well
I don’t want to do that – I want to live together with my wife – at least for
the first few years of marriage. Why marry if you have to live separately?”
The
3rd boy was an MBA – an NRI investment banker living in New York.
He
was okay with a long distance marriage – at least for 4 years till she quit the
army.
“I’ll
try for an assignment somewhere nearby in the east – in the Gulf, or Hong Kong,
or Singapore, or maybe even in India, so we can meet more often,” he had said.
But
there was one big hitch – the boy was an American Citizen.
And
she knew, that being in the army, she could not marry a foreigner.
And
obviously, the boy wasn’t going to give up his coveted American citizenship.
“Maybe
we can work something out,” her father had said, “she can apply for permission
or maybe they will allow her to quit on these grounds.”
But
it was too late.
The
NRI boy’s mother had lined up a bevy of girls for him to see during his two
week Christmas Vacation in India.
With
so many girls dying to go to America, he was hot-property, affluent, handsome –
a most eligible bachelor – and that very evening the boy’s mother had called to
inform them that her son’s marriage had been fixed.
The
Army Officer’s mother was upset and said gloomily, “I told you not to join the
Army. You topped in Computer Engineering. You had such a good job in the best
software company. They were even going to send you abroad to work onsite. You
had such a bright future in IT. And you suddenly give up a bright career in IT
and join the army. You are almost 29 now – all your classmates are married,
most have become mothers too. It is so difficult to find a boy who wants to
marry an army officer – that’s not the image they have of a wife. I think the
only option for you is to find some army officer who is ready to marry you.”
Maybe
her mother was right – women army officers are simply not “marriage material”
in the civilian marriage market.
Her
brother-in-law Aditya had said the same thing too – Aditya, her school and
college buddy, who had married her younger sister.
“I
feel it would be best for you to find a husband in uniform,” he had said.
“What
do you mean?”
“When
civilian boys come to know that you are an army officer, it conjures up an
image of a ‘macho woman’ and most boys get put off. After all, men want a
feminine woman as a wife.”
“Don’t
I look feminine?”
“You
used to – before you joined the army.”
“What
do you mean? Have I changed?”
“Of
course you have changed – it is inevitable – after all, you are a woman in a
man’s profession.”
The
Woman Army Officer was stunned, dumbstruck, and they stared at each other for
some time.
Then,
after a while, Aditya said, “I want to tell you something I have not told
anyone – not even you.”
“What?”
“I
was in love with you. I wanted to marry you. I was going to propose to you?”
“Then
why didn’t you?”
“You
suddenly went and joined the army. And then you changed…”
“So
you married my younger sister…?”
The
woman army officer felt terrible.
Being
rejected by three boys was bad enough – and now this…!!!
Quitting
her promising job in IT and joining the army was the biggest mistake of her
life.
She
regretted her spur-of-the-moment decision.
Everything
was going on fine.
She
had a well paying job in the best software company where her talents were
valued and her career prospects were bright.
Life
was comfortable.
She
took the company bus to work from her home in Aundh to her workplace in
Hinjewadi.
And
on weekends, she and her friends enjoyed the delights that a lovely
cosmopolitan metro like Pune had to offer – movies in multiplexes, shopping in
malls, eating out in restaurants, or just loafing around town.
Then,
one day, she had seen that army recruitment advertisement.
And,
in a sudden burst of jingoism, fuelled by a spurt of adventurism, she had made
the worst decision of her life.
She
quit her excellent job in the best software company and joined the army.
Everyone
had advised her against it – her parents, her friends, her bosses, her
colleagues, even her best friend Aditya who was her school and college buddy
and now her work-colleague.
But
she was in no mood to listen.
Women
IT Techies were treated on par with men. Men and women had equal opportunity.
There was no glass ceiling and she would be able to work for as long as she
wanted.
But
here in the army it was a feudal patriarchal culture.
Women
were treated with kid gloves, as if they were second-rate officers, and career
opportunities were limited.
For
male officers the army offered a lifetime career – they could become Generals.
But
women officers could only serve for 10 years, at most 14, and then they were
left high-and-dry.
Time
was running out.
6
years were over – 4 more – maybe another 4 – and she would be left to fend for herself
all alone.
Even
work-wise, she would be neither here or there.
10
years of “jack of all trades” experience in the army was nowhere as good as 10
years specialized domain experience in IT.
At
most, she would land up a run-of-the-mill job in HR and be content to watch her
erstwhile civilian colleagues zoom up the ladder.
She
dreaded the worst case scenario – a spinster in her 30’s, unmarriageable,
unemployable, and destined to spend the rest of her life as a lonely maid.
She
did not want that to happen to her.
She
had to get married.
And,
if she wanted to get married, it seemed that there was only one option left –
she would have to find a “fauji” husband in uniform.
The
few of her batch-mates who were married had got married to fellow army officers.
It
was quite easy for a lady army officer to get a male officer to fall in love
with her.
Starved
of female companionship in the insular world of military cantonments, male army
officers were quite vulnerable and some of the shrewd women officers had even
meticulously planned specifically targetted romances in uniform culminating in successful
matrimony with “prized catches”.
But
somehow she had not thought it proper to marry a colleague in uniform – she
liked to keep her work relationships strictly professional and considered these
liaisons in uniform as fraternization.
Maybe
it was time for her to take a reality check and change her mind.
But
then there were hardly any suitable male officers out here in this Godforsaken
place.
She
regretted that she had unnecessarily opened her mouth in the party when that
male chauvinist General was criticizing female officers.
After
downing a few drinks, the General had loudly commented that allowing women to join
the army was a big mistake, made demeaning comments about the capabilities of
women army officers and remarked that all women officers wanted soft jobs in
comfortable stations while their male counterparts had to slog it out in tough
remote places.
She
had protested and said women were as tough as men and she was ready to serve
anywhere and undergo the same hardship as her male counterparts.
Within
a week she was posted to this desolate place in the back of beyond.
At
least in her previous station, there were a number of eligible bachelor male
officers who could be considered as prospective husbands.
But
out here, in this isolated far-flung place, there is no one.
There
is just one male unmarried officer in the unit around her age – the Adjutant – but
then he is already engaged to his childhood sweetheart.
The
two subalterns are immature kids, just 22 or 23, and they seem to be engrossed
with each other.
And
all the other officers are married.
The
lady army officer feels lonely for she has no friends in this desolate place.
She
scrupulously avoids socializing with her married male colleagues.
Some
have a “glad eye” and you can never tell the proclivities of anyone, plus there
is always a danger that their jealous wives get unnecessarily suspicious and
complain to higher-ups.
Besides
the lady army officer, there are three single officers in the unit, living in
the officers’ mess – the Adjutant and two subalterns.
The
“Darby and Joan” subaltern couple seem to be obsessed with each other and keep
to themselves, preoccupied in a world of their own, most of the time. They give
her smiles of forced geniality and call her Ma’am – but they hardly talk to
her, except for the customary salutes and “good morning” “good evening”
greetings whenever they cross paths.
The
love-smitten Adjutant is in his own world forever thinking of his fiancée.
He
has gone to his hometown on leave to get engaged to his fiancée.
That
is all she knows about him, since the adjutant is quite an introvert who
doesn’t talk much beyond pleasantries and shop-talk.
All
this train of thought makes her feel gloomy about her future.
The
Lady Army Officer looks at her watch.
It
is 7:30 PM – or 1930 Hrs – as they say in Army parlance.
The
mess hall will open at 8 for dinner, so there is time for a drink.
Yes,
tonight she definitely needs a stiff drink to soothe her downcast spirits.
She
locks her room and walks towards the bar of the officers’ mess.
She
opens the glass door, enters the bar room, and walks towards the bar counter.
“Back
from leave?” she hears a familiar voice.
Taken
aback, the lady army officer turns and sees the Adjutant sitting on a sofa in
the corner of the bar-room.
“Good
Evening, Sir,” she wishes the Adjutant, “you’ve come back from leave so early?”
“Come,
sit with me,” the Adjutant says.
He
rises and gestures for her to sit on the sofa opposite him.
The
lady army officer sits on the sofa.
“What’s
your poison?” the Adjutant asks her.
The
Adjutant seems to be behaving quite strangely.
She
has never seen him in such a gregarious mood before.
“I’ll
have Rum and Coke, Sir,” she says.
“Rum
and Coke? That’s great! You too seem to be in a drinking mood. I normally drink
Rum-Paani but I’ll have Rum and Coke too,” the Adjutant says and gestures to
the barman to get the drinks.
They
sit opposite each other in silence, sip from their glasses.
“Sir,
you’ve come back early from leave?” the lady army officer asks the Adjutant,
trying to break the silence.
“Yes
– I have reported back 15 days early,” he says.
“Sir
– how was your engagement?” she asks.
“What
bloody engagement? There was no engagement,” he says.
“No
engagement? But I remember you telling me that you were going to get engaged to
your fiancée during this leave.”
“She
dumped me. They cancelled the engagement. I, my family, everyone, we all became
a laughing stock. I felt so bad that I just couldn’t stand it anymore – so I
came back.”
“Oh
My God – I am sorry, Sir.”
“Do
you know – we were going steady since my NDA days. I was in my fifth term when
I met her at the NDA ball. She was in her first year of engineering. I wanted
to join the arms, the infantry or armoured corps, but I opted for the technical
services so that I could be with her in Pune while I was doing my degree
engineering course – that is how much I was in love with her – even more than
my career.”
The
Adjutant pauses and has a big gulp from his glass and signals the barman for
another round of drinks.
“And
then, Sir, what happened?” the lady army officer asks.
“After
finishing her engineering she got a job in IT, in a top software company in
Pune. We wanted to get married but her parents kept on postponing it on some
pretext or the other – let her settle down, let her go abroad for onsite
assignment – then, this time she remained in America for more than a year, and
now she’s switched jobs, she’s got a really good job and has decided to remain
there – I think forever – that’s what it looks like – the last time we spoke
she asked me if it is possible for me to quit the army and join her in America.”
“Sir,
if you love her that much, why don’t you try?”
“Are
you crazy? You are a short service commission officer and they won’t even leave
you till you complete 10 years – you think they will let an ex-NDA permanent
commission officer quit the army so easily? And why should I leave the army
anyway – this is my chosen career and I like it.”
“Sir,
someone has to compromise.”
“It’s
too late now. Do you know what her father said? He said that his daughter was
out of my league – that she was earning much more than me and had much better
career prospects than me and he did not want her to quit her job and waste her
life by becoming a full-time army officer’s homemaker wife dutifully following her
husband like an appendage on postings to Godforsaken places like this one.”
“But
you could have managed…”
“The
fact is that while her father was saying all this, she just remained quiet. I
think she too was having second thoughts now that her career had taken off so
well and that too in the US. I think ambition prevailed over love.”
“Yes,
Sir, I think many girls are like that nowadays – they put career above
marriage,” the lady army officer says, “but it is the same problem for lady
officers as well – civilians don’t want to marry army officers, male or female.”
“Is
it so? Then it looks like the best place I can find a wife is within the army.
I think I better begin searching…”
“You
don’t need to search very far, Sir,” the lady army officer says.
The
Adjutant keeps down his glass on the table and looks intently at the lady army
officer.
He
says to her, “Am I thinking correctly…what you are saying…are you serious…?”
“Yes,
Sir, I am in the same boat too. Why not we give it a try? Maybe it will be a
marriage of convenience – but then…”
“Yes,
why not we give it a try? And do you know – they are encouraging such marriages
in uniform nowadays – army officers marrying each other – maybe they’ll post us
at the same stations so we can be together…”
They
look at each other, into each other’s eyes.
“I
am feeling good,” the lady army officer says.
“Me
too,” the Adjutant says.
“That
calls for a drink!” they both say in unison, and they start laughing together.
VIKRAM KARVE
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