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Thursday, June 29, 2017

“Runaway” Girl

THE GIRL AT THE AIRPORT 
Story of a “Runaway” Girl
Fiction Short Story
By
VIKRAM KARVE

“Hello Sir...” she said.

In the suddenness of the moment  I did not recognize her.

But then  she gave me her typical vivacious smile  her eyes danced  and I knew who she was.

She had been one of my brightest students.

But then  that was quite some time ago.

“Of course I recognize you...” I said, “How can I ever forget one of my best students. But meeting you here at the airport was so unexpected that I was confused for a moment  and you’ve grown up so much  and I too am getting old now...”

“No Sir  you still look handsome  and as young as ever. I am sure all the girls still have a crush on you  like we all did...!” she said naughtily.

I almost blushed  so to change the subject  I asked her: 

“What you doing here at the airport...?”

“I’m going to New York...” she said, “my flight is delayed  so I am just killing time.”

“My flight to Singapore is delayed too...” I said.

Singapore?” she asked.

“Yes. I’m going for a conference...” I said.

“Oh,” she said.

For some moments  no one spoke.

To break the silence  I said: 

“Let’s go to the coffee shop. We can sit and talk over there till our flights are announced.”

As we walked to the airport coffee shop  I thought of the young girl walking beside me.

She had abruptly left our school 3 years ago  after completing her 9th Standard.

When we teachers expressed our surprise  the Principal of our school told us  that her parents wanted to shift her to an elite boarding school  faraway in the hills.

We told the Principal that she was a brilliant scholar  one of our best students  who had the potential to top the 10th Board Exams  and she would surely bring laurels to our school by getting into the merit list. 

We also argued that  even from girl’s point of view  it was not prudent to change her school and shift her just one year before the matriculation board examination.

The Principal told us that he had discussed all this with her parents  but they were adamant that the girl be shifted to a boarding school.

So  the bright young girl left our school  and she went away to the elite boarding school at the distant hill station.

I did not see the bright young girl again  or even hear of her  after she left our school.

“Sir  do you know why I had to suddenly leave school...?” the girl asked me  as we sat down for coffee.

“No...” I said, “in fact – we were quite surprised at your unexpected sudden departure from school  and that too in after your 9th Standard – just one year before your 10th Board Exams.” 

“Yes Sir  even I didn’t want to leave school so suddenly...” 

“Then – why did you leave so abruptly...?”

“My parents were getting divorced  and they did not want me around  so they sent me away to the boarding school...” she said  nonchalantly  without batting an eyelid.

“I’m sorry...” I said, “that’s sad.”

“Yes Sir...” she said, “it was really sad. They never asked me anything. They just decided to divorce on their own. I felt terrible. I did not like it at all. It was amicable divorce by mutual consent  but no one took my consent. Why is it  that in divorce cases  no one bothers about the children’s consent...?” 

She had a point – a good question.

I did not answer. 

I did not answer – because I did not know the answer to her moot question:

“Does the family court take children’s consent before granting divorce to the parents...?” 

Aren’t children stakeholders in a marriage...?

I remained silent.

I looked at the girl.

Though I had met her parents once or twice perfunctorily at school functions  I did not know her parents that well. 

In fact  I do remember most of my students  but I hardly remember their parents.

I sipped my coffee in silence.

I did not say anything.

I waited for the girl to speak.

“I just don’t know why they split...” she said, “we seemed to be such a happy family together.”

“They must have had their reasons...” I said.

“Well  I think I know at least one reason now...” she said.

I just looked at her  waiting for her to continue speaking.

“Do you know what my father did the moment the divorce was through...? Do you know the shameful thing he did just a few days after his divorce...?” she said.

“What...?” I asked.

“My father got married to a woman half his age.” 

“Half his age...?” I asked, quite incredulous.

“Yes. The female was his student.”

“Student...?”

“You know that my father is a Professor  don’t you...?” she asked.

“Yes...” I said.

The girl looked at me with bitterness on her face  and she said to me: 

“Yes – my father married a woman half his age

That girl was his student. 

She was doing her Ph.D. under him. 

The wily female snatched him away from us. 

And it was his fault too – a married man with a family getting involved with a woman so much younger in age than him.  

It was terrible – a teacher and a student shamelessly getting married to each other. 

Just imagine how embarrassing it must have been for me and my mother...” 

I was quite shocked to hear this – so – trying to show empathy – I said to her: 

“Yes – it must have been very embarrassing for you and your mother...” 

“That is why I had to go to a faraway boarding school for one year – till my 10th Board Exams – to avoid all this embarrassment over here where everyone knows us...” 

“Oh. And you returned after your 10th Board Exams...?”

“Yes – to join junior college. But – do you know what my mother did when I was away at boarding school...?” she said.

“What...?”

“Just 3 months after her divorce  my mother too got married to a “jerk from her office...” the girl said, “I hate that man – he is such a crafty smooth-talking fake – a charlatan . I just don’t understand why my mother fell for that slimy scoundrel...”

The girl paused for a moment  and she said to me: 

“And can you imagine that man’s audacity...?”

“Audacity...?”

“Yes – this so-called step-father of mine - one day he politely told me that they wanted more privacy  so could I please go and stay with my own father for a while...? My step-father wanted me to go and stay with my Dad – my biological father...”

“Don’t tell me…!”

“Yes – it was disgusting – my mother and my step-father – they were behaving as if they were a honeymoon couple. And now – my step-father wanted to throw me out of my own house. So – I asked my mother to tell her new husband to shut up...

“And...?”

“You won’t believe this – my mother just kept quiet and said nothing.”

“So...?”

“So  I packed my bags  and I went over to my father’s place  but it was even worse over there.”

“Even worse..?”

“Yes. I told you that my father dumped my mother and married his student – this woman half his age. 

Now  this woman had become my step-mother

Though she did not say so in so many words – my step-mother made it quite clear that I was not very welcome – she kept giving me repulsive vibes of fake politeness – you know those terrible negative vibes – I could feel them every moment...” the girl said.

“That is sad – very sad...” I said.

“So I spent the next two years of junior college – my 11th and 12th – shuttling between my two parents like an unwanted badminton shuttle-cock...” she said.

“It must have been terrible...” I commiserated.

“Yes. It was really very painful for me – so I made a deal...” the girl said.

“A deal...?”

“I told both my parents that I wanted to go abroad to America for my studies – and I wanted them to jointly pay for it – I told them that they must fund my entire studies and my stay abroad...” 

“Oh...!!!” I exclaimed.

The girl paused for a moment – she had a sip of coffee – and then – she said to me: 

“You know – all of them – my Dad  my Mom  my Step-Father  my Step-Mother – all of them were delighted to hear this – that I wanted to go away from their lives. 

My Father used his academic connections – and  he went out of the way to get me admission to the best university in the US. 

As I said – no one wants me here – so – everyone – my very own mother – and even my so-called step parents – they are all chipping in money to finance my education in America – for as long as I want to study. 

They are all so happy to get me out of the way....”

“Oh – so that is why you are going abroad to America...?” I said.

“Yes. I am running away. To a new life...” the girl said.

Suddenly – her flight was announced – and she got up to leave.

“Thanks for the coffee, Sir...” she said, “it was really so nice meeting you.”

“I am sure we will meet again when you come back...” I said.

“I am not coming back, Sir. 

There is nothing left here for me to come back to. 

I am leaving behind the debris of my past – and – I am moving on to begin a new life over there.  

I am not going to look back...” she said.

“All the Best. Take Care...” I said.

“You too, Sir – Take Care...” the girl said.

Then she turned – and she walked away.

I watched the girl for a long time – till she disappeared from sight. 

I thought she would look back. 

I thought she would wave a last good bye

But – she did not look back.

Maybe  she did not want to look back at the depressing world – from which she was escaping forever  to make a new beginning. 

VIKRAM KARVE
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This story is a work of fiction. Events, Places, Settings and Incidents narrated in the story are a figment of my imagination. The characters do not exist and are purely imaginary. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

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This is a revised version of my story titled RUNNING AWAY (SHE DID NOT LOOK BACK) posted online earlier by me Vikram Karve a number of times on this blog - first on August 21, 2012 at url: http://karvediat.blogspot.in/2012/08/running-away.html  and later at urls: http://karvediat.blogspot.in/2012/11/she-did-not-look-back-girl-with.html and http://karvediat.blogspot.in/2013/02/escape.html  and  http://karvediat.blogspot.in/2013/11/she-did-not-look-back.html andhttp://karvediat.blogspot.in/2015/08/blog-fiction-girl-at-airport.html and  http://karvediat.blogspot.in/2016/08/girl-at-airport-story.html etc

Friday, December 11, 2015

Badminton : A Story

BADMINTON
A Small Boy Narrates his Life Story
Short Fiction
By
VIKRAM KARVE


Badminton is a game where you volley a shuttlecock back and forth over a net


BADMINTON – A Story By Vikram Karve

Part 1

DIVORCE 

BADMINTON SINGLES

My life is like a game of badminton. 

I am the shuttlecock  and my mother and my father are the two opposing players.

Let me explain.

My parents are getting divorced. 

Now both are highly qualified MBAs – and have very meticulously divided their assets  and very painstakingly shared their liabilities. 

Except me. 

They don’t know how to divide me  so they are fighting it out in court  battling it out for my custody. 

And  till they finally decide this way or the other  I am being tossed from one parent to the other  like a shuttlecock is tossed from one player to the opponent in a game of badminton.

From Monday to Thursday  after school is over  I take the Aundh Bus to stay at my mother’s place.

On Friday  I take the Kondhwa Bus to spend the weekend with my father.

On Sunday evening my father has to drop me off at my mother’s place before 6 oclock.

And  if we are late even by one minute  my mother raises a hue and cry against my father and she complains to the family court.


Part 2

After Two Years

REMARRIAGE

BADMINTON MIXED DOUBLES

My life is still like a game of badminton. 

But now – after 2 years – there is a slight difference. 

Now  instead of badminton singles  it is a game of badminton mixed doubles.

Let me explain.

On one side of the badminton court are my real father and step-mother.

And  across the net  on the other side are my real mother and step-father. 

And  I am still the shuttlecock being tossed from one side to the other  back and forth. 

However  there is also a big difference. 

Earlier  when they used to play badminton singles  the rallies were short and sweet  the volleys were gentle  and each player wanted the shuttlecock to fall on their own side of the court. 

Now  in mixed doubles  the rallies are long and painful  the smashes are hard  and the players  especially the new players  want the shuttlecock to fall on the other side of the court  across the net.

Want me to explain...? 

I don’t think I need to.

I am sure you have got the drift of what I am trying to say. 

Now you tell me one thing:

Am I an asset to be divided...?

Or  am I a liability to be shared...?

And then – a terrible thought comes to my mind – of a third option.

And I feel afraid of one thing. 

In the game of badminton  the shuttlecock may get worn out. 

Then  they toss the shuttlecock out of the court – they throw away the old shuttlecock and get a new one.

Oh my God! 

Will this happen to me...?

Once they have their own children  what will happen to me?

I will become like an old shuttlecock  to be discarded  and to be replaced by a new shuttlecock.

Yes  once they get rid of the old shuttlecock  maybe the mixed doubles partners will stop playing mixed doubles with the old shuttlecock.

Now they may start playing badminton singles with each other with their own new shuttlecocks.

Soon  both couples  my real mother and stepfather  and  my real father and stepmother  they will have their very own children.

And then  they may abandon me forever. 

Yes  I am really scared that I will be abandoned forever. 

I will no longer be an asset to be divided – or a liability to be shared – but I will become a bad debt to be written-off from the balance sheets of my biological parents lives


EPILOGUE

Dear Reader  please comment and do let me know your views. 

Please answer the small boys question – and  solve his predicament.

Once parents get divorced  and then they remarry someone else:

1. Are children of their first marriages ASSETS to be divided...?

2. Or  Are they LIABILITIES to be shared...?

3. Or – Are children of first marriages like BAD DEBTS to be written-off from the balance sheet of each parents life...?

VIKRAM KARVE
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Disclaimer:
This story is a work of fiction.  Events, Places, Settings and Incidents narrated in the story are a figment of my imagination. The characters do not exist and are purely imaginary. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

Copyright Notice
No part of this Blog may be reproduced or utilized in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical including photocopying or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the Blog Author Vikram Karve who holds the copyright.
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