The ongoing “lockdown” period gave me an opportunity to delve into my creative writing diaries, notes and rough drafts.
I discovered a trove of my incomplete writings and unearthed some unfinished stories.
I have decided to complete a few of these unfinished stories.
Here is one...
THE AFFAIR
A Passionate Love
Story
Short Fiction
By
VIKRAM KARVE
Your first love
always has an enduring place in your heart.
Nisha was my first
love – in fact – she was my only love.
I have had many
affairs – many “one-night stands” – but they were all full of carnal physical “lust”.
With Nisha – it was
love – a fanatical impassioned love – of course – there was intense physical
sensual lovemaking – but it was much beyond
carnal lust.
Yes – Dear Reader –
my affair with Nisha was a genuine full-fledged “love” affair – the longest
intimate relationship I have ever had with a woman.
Of course – it all
started with wild frenzied erotic “lust” – but somewhere on the way – it turned
into passionate love.
I fell deeply in love
with Nisha – and – she fell totally in love with me too.
That’s why – when the
affair ended – and we had to part – I was totally heartbroken.
And – I am sure Nisha
was terribly heartbroken too.
I knew that my affair
with Nisha would end the day Nisha’s assignment in Auckland came to an end.
Nisha would fly back
to India – to join her husband, her daughter, her family – and – our torrid
love affair would come to an end.
We knew that our
affair was temporary – and it could not be converted into a permanent
relationship.
Nisha had made it
quite clear that she was in no position to leave her husband, her daughter and
her family.
Nisha lived in a
Joint Family – her marriage was an arranged marriage – a “business” marriage of
two families – and it was unimaginable for her to divorce her husband in the
conservative society in which she lived – because this would badly affect many
familial and business relationships.
Nisha would never
leave her family.
She would never come
to Auckland to live with me forever.
So – the end of our
affair was inevitable.
We even knew the
exact day it was going to happen – the inevitable end of our affair.
We should have been
prepared for it.
We thought we had
steeled our emotions and were prepared for the last day when our affair would
end.
But when it happened
– we were devastated.
The excruciating pain
in our hearts made us realize the extent to which we had fallen in love with
each other.
Dear Reader – before
I tell you how our affair ended – let me tell you how it all began.
Just 6 months ago – I
boarded the Seoul Auckland Flight at Incheon Airport.
I walked towards my
seat – and – I sat down.
People were still
boarding the aircraft.
A few minutes later –
a woman stopped near me.
She looked at the
seat numbers on top – and she said to me: “Excuse me – I am in the window
seat…”
I looked at her.
A “Hunter” is always
on the lookout for “Prey”.
Similarly – I am
always on the lookout for women to seduce.
My “sixth sense” told
me that this woman was a likely “quarry”.
She was no ravishing
beauty – in fact – she was quite ordinary looking.
She was not “fair and
lovely” – in fact – she had a rather “wheatish” complexion.
She did not have a
“sexy” figure – in fact – she was quite plump and “chubby” – like a typical
middle-aged married woman who has stopped bothering about her weight and
worrying about her figure.
To put it in a
nutshell – she was a “Plain Jane”.
You may think that it
is easiest to seduce “sexy” looking women – but my experience is quite the
opposite – it is the “Plain Jane” types who are the most uninhibited – and they
make better lovers too.
While I was immersed
in these thoughts – the woman said to me – once again: “Excuse me – I am in the
window seat…”
“Oh – I am sorry…” I
said to her.
I got up from my seat
– and stood in the aisle – to let her enter comfortably.
She lifted her bag – and
while trying to put it in the overhead luggage rack – she became a bit
unsteady.
I seized the
opportunity – and helped her put her bag into the overhead baggage space.
I went close to her
and held both her arms – helping her push her bag in.
Our bodies rubbed.
She was dressed in a
salwar kurta.
The fabric of her
kurta below her armpit was wet with sweat.
She looked and smelt
natural – no attempt to camouflage her raw steamy sensuousness behind a
synthetic mask of make-up and deodorants.
I bodies rubbed – she
let her body rub against mine.
Our bodies rubbing
together – our hands touching each other – this aroused lusty passion in me.
Never before had the
touch of a woman impassioned me with sexual yearning to such an extent.
I felt like hugging
her there and then.
But – I controlled
myself – and moved away from her.
We were in an
aircraft – and people were looking at us.
She sat down on her
seat.
I shut the overhead
baggage rack door – and – I sat down in my seat next to her.
I knew that I was
going to seduce this woman and make love to her.
She had shown a
subtle inclination.
When our bodies had
rubbed – she had not cringed – but she had let our bodies rub – and she seemed
quite comfortable with the close contact with me.
Was this a signal to
me…?
Now – I would have to
take the initiative.
But – I would have to
wait for the right time to make my move.
When you want to have
an affair with a woman – and – if you sense that she is interested in having an
affair with you – one of the most crucial decisions is when to make your first
move.
The timing is
important – the situation should be conducive – the woman should be in a
responsive mood – acquiescent – ready to yield to your advances – otherwise –
things can go terribly wrong.
After she had settled
down in her seat – I introduced myself to her – I told her my name.
She told me her name
too.
Her name was “Nisha”.
I looked at her –
smiled – and said: “Going to New Zealand for the first time…?”
“Yes…” she said, “in
fact it is the first time I am going to a foreign country…”
“Are you from
India…?” I asked her.
“Yes…” she said – and
she told me the name of her town.
“A Tourist Visit…?” I
asked her.
“No. No. An
“exchange” program…” she said.
“Exchange Program…?”
“I am a lecturer –
it’s a faculty exchange program with Auckland University – I will teach for a
semester there – and someone from there will teach a semester at out
university…” she said.
“That’s good – one
semester – so you will be in Auckland for 6 months…?”
“Yes…” she said,
“almost 6 months…”
“Oh. That’s good…” I
said.
“And you…? Going for
Tourism…? Did you also come on the Mumbai – Seoul Flight…?” she asked me.
“No. No. I had come
to Seoul for some work. I live in Auckland…” I said.
“Oh. I thought you
were Indian…” she said.
“Well – I am a
“Kiwi-Indian” – my father migrated to New Zealand for studies long ago – and
then – he stayed on over here. I am born and brought up in New Zealand…” I
said.
“Have you visited
India…?” she asked.
“Of course – several
times – our relatives are there – all over – but – I haven’t visited your
hometown…” I said.
“You must…” she said,
“next time you come there – I will host you…”
“And – I will host
you in Auckland…” I said.
“No. No. They have
already booked accommodation for me – in some place called Epsom…” she said.
“Oh – so you will be
in the Epsom Campus of Auckland University…?” I said, “It’s a beautiful campus
– and Epsom is a lovely place to stay…”
“You live nearby…?”
she asked.
“Not very near – but
– not very far either – I live near CBD – the Central Business District – just
a 15 minute drive from Epsom…” I said.
“Oh…” she said –
looking a trifle disappointed.
“You don’t worry – I
will settle you down in your hostel – and I will come and see you every day – I
will be your “local guardian”…” I said.
She smiled and said:
“Local Guardian…!!! It sounds so funny…”
The air-hostess
arrived with a tray of food – and she asked Nisha: “Indian Vegetarian Meal…?”
“Yes…” Nisha said.
The air-hostess placed
the food tray in front of Nisha.
She opened the
wrapper – looked at the food – and asked me: “I hope this food is vegetarian…”
“It should be…” I
said.
“This cutlet – can
you taste it and see…” she said.
I took a small piece
of cutlet with the fork – tasted it – and said: “It is vegetable cutlet –
vegetarian…”
“Thank you…” she
said, “you have to be sure these days…”
“Yes…” I said,
“You’ll have a problem getting vegetarian food in some parts of New Zealand –
but – Auckland is okay…”
“I hope the place
where I am staying has vegetarian food…” she said.
“Don’t worry – if you
have any problem in Auckland – I am always there for you – your “Local
Guardian”…” I said.
“Yes…” she said, “It
is good I met you…”
I was delighted at
the way our conversation was going – she was warming up to me – my “sixth
sense” told me that she would succumb to my charms sooner than later.
My dinner arrived – a
continental meal.
And then – they
doused the lights.
The Incheon–Auckland flight is
a long flight – overnight – more than 10 hours.
I said “good night”
to Nisha.
I closed my eyes and
tried to sleep.
Sometime later – I
felt Nisha’s head on my shoulder.
Her face was turned
towards mine.
I looked at her face
– her mouth.
Her succulent mouth
was literally begging to be kissed.
I was overwhelmed
with desire.
I felt like kissing
her fleshy juicy lips.
I looked across the
aisle – everyone was asleep.
A quick kiss – no one
would see – or know.
It was good that I
controlled myself – because – Nisha’s head suddenly moved and she opened her
eyes – and said: “Oh – I am so sorry – I just fell asleep…”
“It’s okay…” I said,
“You can feel comfortable with me…”
We talked.
I am easy to talk to
– so her words came tumbling out.
She told me all about
herself – and – I told her all about me.
Then we went to sleep
– only to be woken up early next morning for tea and breakfast.
Next morning – after
we reached Auckland – I hired a cab – and I dropped Nisha to her accommodation
in Epsom and settled her down.
I looked at my watch
– it was 9 AM.
I told her to freshen
up and get ready – I would be back at 11 – I would show her the campus nearby –
take her out for lunch and shopping at New-Market nearby – buy her a local SIM
Card – a Transport Card – and whatever she wanted.
And that’s what I
did.
First we went across
to the Epsom Campus of Auckland University – which was just across the road
from her accommodation.
She finished her
registration formalities at the Epsom Campus – had a tour of the campus – and
then – I walked her down to Newmarket – where I showed her some “Indian Cuisine
Places” and I treated her to an Indian Vegetarian Lunch at one of my favourite
places.
Shopping done – we
started walking back.
“Ah – there is one
more thing – you’ll have to open a bank account here – and give details to the
university so they can put in your stipend – remember – they told you when you
registered…” I said.
“Oh yes – I had
forgotten…” she said.
I took her to my bank
– and opened a bank account for her – and got her a credit card too.
“Thank you so much.
You have been such a help. What would I have done without you…?” she said.
“I have put in some
money in your account – so that you are comfortable till next week…” I said,
“Here – in New Zealand – they will pay you weekly…”
“Why did you put
money in my account…? I have got dollars with me – and a Forex Card…”
“It’s okay…” I
said.
“Why are you doing
all this for me…?” she asked, “I just met you on the plane – you don’t even
know me – and you are doing so much for me…”
I am sure she knew
why I was doing all this for her.
And if she was so
naïve that she didn’t see my intentions – she would find out soon.
Dear Reader – I am no
altruist – I don’t “invest” – unless I am sure of a “Return” on my Investment –
“ROI” – as they call it.
So – in answer to her
question – I said: “Well – I am looking forward to a beautiful friendship…”
“Me too…” she said.
When we reached her
room – she said that she was tired – and that she wanted to sleep – but – I
said to her: “It is 3 o’clock in the afternoon now. The best way to get rid of
jet lag is to sleep at the right time – at night – so – I’ll take you out for a
drive – show you all the places – and then – we will have dinner at my
favourite pub…”
We went for a long
drive around Auckland – on the waterfront – to Mission Bay – St Heliers – Quay
Street – and it was during the drive – watching her body language – that I felt
that the time was ripe – so – instead of taking her to the pub – I drove
straight home.
I parked the car at
my usual place on the street near my home – and I said to her: “Come – I will
show you my home…”
“You live in this
tall building…?” she asked me.
“Yes – most of the
houses in Auckland are independent cottages – or “bungalows” – as you call them
in India – but I prefer to live in a flat in this high-rise…” I said.
We rode up the elevator
– and – we entered my tiny flat of the 12th floor.
“Oh what a lovely
view…” Nisha said – looking out of the window.
Yes – you can see the
harbour – the sea – and that’s the “spaghetti” junction below – where so many
roads converge…” I said.
While Nisha was
enjoying the beautiful view – I opened the fridge – I poured two glasses of
wine – and – I offered one to Nisha.
“I don’t drink…” she
said.
“It’s wine – red wine
– it’s sweet you will like it…” I said.
“There is really no
need…” she said.
“There is…” I said –
and I gave her the glass of wine.
She sipped – and
said: “Yes – it is sweet – this is the first time I am drinking…”
While she sipped her
wine and enjoyed the view – I looked at her.
There was nothing
delicate about her.
Plump and lusty – she
oozed raw sexuality.
I liked voluptuous,
sensual, earthy women – the rough-and-ready kind – and – Nisha was just that.
I ached with desire –
and I drank her in with my eyes, insatiably.
“Some more wine…?” I
asked her.
“No…” she said –
giving me her empty glass.
I kept our glasses on
the table – and walked back to her.
I stood close to her
– looked into her eyes.
She turned her face
up towards me – her skin was moist with sweat – and her breathing became heavy
and rapid.
I don’t think she
could have given me a clearer signal.
I pulled her in my
arms and kissed her.
I kissed her warm
mouth – a fervent passionate kiss.
I was astonished at
the intensity of her response.
She kissed me back –
with a crude eagerness that surprised me.
As our tongues intertwined – I could taste
the sweet taste of the red wine mixed with her hot saliva.
It was an intense lingering kiss – and I was
truly aroused.
It was after a long time that our lips disengaged.
I locked Nisha in a passionate embrace.
Intoxicated by the aroma of her natural scent
– I caressed her neck with my tongue.
She melted in my arms.
And – I took her into the bedroom.
This is a love story – not erotica – so – I
will not describe the explicit details of our lovemaking.
I will just say that – in the next six months
– I realized the wildest of my fantasies with her.
We made unrestrained love to each other – in
all possible ways – at all possible places.
A few days later – I asked her to shift into
my flat.
“There is only one bed…” she said.
“Isn’t one bed enough for us…?” I said.
She smiled mischievously – and said: “Thank
you for the offer – I would love to move in with you – but I feel it is better as
things are. We can always meet whenever we want to – can’t we…?”
Maybe she wanted to be careful – to keep
things discreet.
I don’t know whether she had told her husband
about me – and how much she had told him.
Of course – I didn’t ask her – and I never
talked about her husband, her daughter, her family.
I didn’t want her getting all sentimental
about things back home – and going on a guilt trip.
It would ruin everything.
On weekends – I took her our sightseeing – to
Rotorua – to Coromandel – to the islands near Auckland – and during her Easter
Break – we went to Wellington – and crossed Cook Strait – a breath-taking sea cruise
to Picton on South Island – and then we travelled all over South Island –
Christchurch – Queenstown – Mount Cook – and the awesome Milford Sound – where she
remarked: “This place is so wonderful – I must bring my daughter here…”
“Why don’t you call them here for a visit…?”
I asked.
“Not now…” she said, “we’ll all come on a
tour later…”
And – I didn’t mention the topic again.
During our visits to various places – she would
make me click pictures of her posing before various attractions – and maybe –
she was sending those pictures to her family.
I am sure she didn’t tell them who was
clicking the pictures – and of course – I did not figure in any of the pictures.
New Zealand is around 7 hours ahead of India.
Nisha told me that she called her husband and
daughter at tea time every day – when it would be breakfast time in India – and
she did this during our tours too – when I would leave her alone to make her
call.
But these small interruptions did not matter –
and soon – she would be back with me – in body and spirit – and all other
things were “out of sight – out of mind” – as the saying goes.
Our love affair flourished – mesmerising spells
of frenzied fervour, sensual passion and sheer ecstasy.
And so – six months passed – the happiest
time of my life.
Then – the day arrived – Nisha’s last day in
New Zealand – and our last night together – before she left by the morning
flight to Incheon – on her way back to India.
For the last time –
we went to bed together – and we demonstrated how passionately we
loved each other.
I wanted to make our last lovemaking session extra-special for her – so – I did what she liked best – the thing that pleasured her the most and drove her into ecstatic frenzy.
She climaxed – and –
as her orgasm subsided – she relaxed.
But – she did not let
me go – she hugged me tightly for a long time and fell asleep in my arms.
I put my arms around
her and caressed her hair.
It was sheer bliss.
The sound of my
mobile phone disturbed my trance.
It was time to get
ready and leave for the airport.
I woke up Nisha and
told her to get ready.
Half an hour later –
we were driving in my car towards Auckland International Airport.
Dear Reader – this
was not what we had planned it.
But then – in real
life – sometimes – the “story” doesn’t follow the script you have “written”.
There is a line in a
song I like very much – “Woh afsana jise
anjam tak lana na ho mumkin – use ek khoobsurat mod dekar chhorna hi achha…”
– which roughly translated means – “if it is not possible to take a (love)
story to its ultimate goal (logical conclusion) – then – it is best to give the
(love) story a beautiful climax and leave it from there (end the story)…”
That is what we
intended to do on our last day together.
Make passionate love
– have the ultimate climax – say the last goodbye – and – part in a beautiful
mood.
And that is what we
did – at least the first two parts – consummate lovemaking – terrific climax – ultimate
bliss – as we lay in each other’s arms.
But – when it came to
parting in a beautiful mood – it all went wrong.
We had planned we
would have a sweet goodbye kiss in my home – and Nisha would go to the airport
in a Taxi.
We kissed each other
– a long impassioned kiss.
When we disengaged
our lips – I was so overwhelmed by emotion that I could not bear to part with
her at that moment.
So – I insisted that
I would drop her to the airport in my car.
I wanted to have
those last few moments with her.
When you know you are
going to lose your most precious thing forever – you want to hold on to it till
the last moment.
And I am sure that
she too had the same feelings – and she wanted to cherish those last few
moments with me – because – when I insisted that I would drive her to the
airport – she readily agreed.
Nisha and I – we
wanted to hold onto each other for the last moments – till the inevitable
parting happened.
We drove to the
airport in silence – because – there was nothing to talk.
There was no question
of meeting each other again – or – any form of communication.
Nisha would resume
her life in India – and me – I would be back to my lonely life out here in
Auckland.
Our passionate affair
– the six months we had spent together – would be like a beautiful dream we
would cherish forever.
While driving to the
airport – my heart ached so much that I could barely concentrate on the road.
I parked the car in
the airport parking lot.
I looked at Nisha.
She looked at me.
It was the last time
we would be sitting together.
Nisha took me in her
arms – she kissed me gently – and she said to me: “You are the best thing that
has happened to me in my life…”
I pressed her face
into my neck and said: “I love you…”
Tears were streaming
down her face.
Nisha smiled – a
poignant heartbreaking smile.
She kissed me again –
and said: “Goodbye – my darling…”
“When I first saw you
– I knew – you were the one for me…” I said.
“It was sheer luck –
getting a seat right next to you…” she said.
“Our love affair was
destined…” I said.
“Yes…” she said.
“We both got we
wanted – didn’t we…?” I said.
“Yes. In fact – I got
much more than I wanted…” she said.
“And now – the
beautiful dream is over – and there will only be memories – sweet memories…” I
said.
“Yes…” she said,
“Let’s say our final “Good-Bye” now…”
“Let me come with you
till the airport entrance gate and see you off…” I said, “I’ll help with your
luggage…”
“No – it will be too
painful for me…” she said.
She looked at me for
a long time – her eyes filled with tears.
We got out of the
car.
I opened the boot of the car and
took out her bags.
Then – I saw a
baggage trolley nearby – so – I went and got it.
I put her bags in the
baggage trolley.
“Let me come…” I
said.
“No…” she said, “you
go and sit in the car – and – please don’t follow me.”
I looked beseechingly
at her.
“Please go and sit in
the car…” she said, “please don’t make it more painful for me…”
I went and sat in the
car.
Nisha looked at me
for some time – she looked totally crestfallen.
Then – she abruptly
wheeled around – and she walked briskly towards the airport departure terminal
gate – pushing the baggage trolley.
My heart ached – I
felt terrible.
I could not control
myself – so – I got out of my car – and – I followed her.
I had to say a last
“goodbye” to Nisha.
Nisha must have
sensed that I was following her – but she kept walking towards the airport
building.
Just before she
entered the departure lounge of Auckland Airport – Nisha turned around and
looked at me.
Then – she left her
bag where it was – and – she ran back towards me.
She hugged me – and –
she kissed me on the mouth.
I kissed her back –
and long passionate kiss – our tongues intertwined.
I don’t know whether
people were looking at us – but we didn’t care.
We hugged each other
– and kissed – passionately – with such fervor – that we lost all sense of time
and place.
It was a long time
when – suddenly – we were jolted to reality – and we disengaged our lips and
bodies.
After hugging and
kissing me so passionately – Nisha could not control her emotions.
She broke down into
tears.
She was sobbing
uncontrollably – and – tears were streaming down her cheeks.
Seeing Nisha crying
so heartbreakingly – I couldn’t control my emotions.
I broke down into
tears and started to cry inconsolably.
They say that “men
don’t cry”.
But then – I was not
a man.
Like Nisha – I too
was a woman.
VIKRAM KARVE
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